Monday, March 16, 2009

My Freshman Year Ch. 4 & 5 and Creswell Ch. 9

My Freshman Year Ch. 4 & 5

Chapter four was an interesting peek into the world of international college students. Nathan did a fine job of juxtaposing the experiences of US students with those from differing countries. Misinterpretations (or possibly accurate interpretations) on the part of international students towards US students in regards to language, friendship, and activities were all explored in this chapter. What was interesting is that the majority of the reported data concerned how international students perceived and interacted with US students. It did not really explore the full college/academic experience of international students, rather, the data was used to explore the international experience in the context of US students. It was more about the international students interpretations of the US academic and social systems then it was about the international students themselves.

Chapter five was an interesting portrayal of the attitudes, approaches, and habits that many US students take towards their academic life. It was actually a very critical examination of some of the flaws in the manner in which colleges educate their students and the way students respond in this environment. For instance, the chapter touched upon the unwillingness of students to engage in dialogue or critical thought, their separation of in-class and out-of-class behavior, and the "real" motivations for their attending and progressing in college (hint: it wasn't to simply learn or get a good education). These interpreted realities, while not transferable to all students at all institutions, portrayed a somewhat grim picture of academics in college in my opinion.

My first question raised while reading chapter four & five of "My freshman year" was how are researchers supposed to handle the relationships that develop during qualitative research? Nathan noted that, "As a partial outsider in college owing to my age, I found myself drawn to other partial outsiders, and vise versa." She further noted that "the transfer student on my hall became a friend" (p. 66). As researchers, is it okay to allow relationships to develop in the course of your work? If so, how might it affect the data? Might there be a tendency for the relationships to positively or negatively alter the data? Further, in the case of Nathan, is it ethical to develop friendships under the false identity of being a student when in actuality, she is not? Interesting, indeed.

One thing I liked about this chapter was how she developed the research protocal as she progressed, based upon her findings. For instance, as she learned more about the international student experience, she decided to incorporate formal interviews of these students into her work. I would guess that chapter four resulted from this decision. The information that was discovered concerning the experiences of the international student was fascinating. Had it not been for this momentary shift in direction, the reader may have missed out on this important aspect of modern-day college life.

The final notable point that I learned about the research process from these chapters concerned the valuable of data that can emerge from a participants misunderstanding of a researchers question. For instance, in response to Nathan's question, "Do you have friends who are American?" she learned a great deal about American students. She learned that often American cordiality can be misinterpreted by international students as being fake or lacking depth in relationships. But, I would argue that this data suggests that many American students are fake and do lack depth in relationships. If the international students had simply understood the face value of her question about friendship and not responded with confusion, this data may not have emerged in the research.

Creswell Chapter 9

This chapter was interesting in that it began to paint a picture of what the writings of quantitative approaches can look like. As with most of his chapters, he systematically walked through each qualitative approach and highlighted the gist's of each one. He also relied heavily on the writings of others in this chapter and this was helpful in hearing others take on how to proceed with a particular approach.

My initial assessment of the chapter was that it was somewhat scattered and varied and lacked flow. While frustrating at first, I think that it speaks to the many directions in which qualitative research can be pursued. The thing I liked the most about the chapter was the manner in which he incorporated metaphors to describe writing styles within the different approaches. Things like "walking slowly around a statue," or a camera lens zooming in focus and then zooming out to look at the larger picture in context were very helpful in understanding the differing approaches. This was helpful in better understanding the uniqueness and complexities of each approach. What I realized early on in the chapter is that for me, I think the best way to write about in a particular qualitative style is to read actual qualitative research. Although his descriptions were informative, there was still something lacking. It's almost as if he was trying to add structure while simultaneously noting that there is substantial variability in the structure. I liken Creswell's attempts in this chapter to trying to describe the method to writing poetry. While there are definite approaches to writing sonnets or hiku, to truly understand a sonnet or hiku, you have to experience it. I think the same can be said of the writing of qualitative research. I look forward to getting more into the literature with the base knowledge that Creswell has provided.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Interview reflections

In conducting the interview for the recent assignment, I was pleased at how open and frank the student was in answering the questions and providing depth to his answers. It was somewhat surprising because I have conducted student interviews in the past that were like pulling teeth to get meaningful answers. One of the strategies I used with this student that I had not used in past student interviews was to conduct the interview in a neutral setting. In the past, I had conducted interviews in my office with myself on one side of my desk and the student on the other. In class it was mentioned that conducting interviews in a neutral setting was helpful in obtaining better data. Thus, I chose to conduct the interview at an outdoor patio sitting at a picnic table. This was a great setting in regards to neutrality. However, there were a few too many distractions such as people walking bye while talking on their phones and a low-flying airplane that was very loud. If I were to conduct the same interview again, I would have probably either conducted the interview indoors or in an area more secluded from foot traffic.

An important factor mentioned by Creswell (2007) was the importance of choosing interviewees that are not shy or hesitant. My question with this is whether I as the researcher should attempt to decipher which students/individuals are going to be hesitant or shy in an interview type situation, or do I conduct the interviews without filtering and simply discard the ones in which the subject is apprehensive? It seems that the second option is the most appropriate. In a past interview I chose a participant that I thought would be energetic and articulate on the subject. However, during the interview she had very little to say and was very general in her responses. I could not have known that beforehand, so I ended up just disregarding her interview. With the student in this interview, I had no idea that he would provide as much detail on his experiences as he did, so I was just lucky, I guess.

Another change I would have made would be to refine the interview questions through use of a pilot-test. I believe this would have been helpful in collecting better data. There were a few instances where the student had to ask a clarifying question as to what information I was looking for with the question. While I was able to explain what I meant by the question and while he was able to provide an appropriate answer, I think the interview would have been better served had a pilot-test been conducted. The questions made total sense when I asked them to myself, but my biases and assumptions play a large role in how I hear and answer questions. Having someone lend a critical ear to the protocol before I actually use it would have greatly improved the quality of the questions.

The final observation that I noticed in my interviewing skills was that I was often eager to get to the next question. In transcribing the interviews and listening to the playback, I realized that I should have probably gone in to more depth with particular questions or allowed for a few more moments of silence in anticipation that the student would have added more to his answers. While I was pleased with the majority of the information that he provided during the interview, I think that if I had been more patient and less focused on the next question that the data would have been much more meaningful and rich.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Creswell Chapter 8

Chapter eight was helpful in developing a visual model of the qualitative process. The “spiral” helped provide a structural framework for each step in the process. I also appreciated his “enter & exit” analogy in relation to the spiral. It simplifies the research process in my mind when it is thought of as entering the process with data such as text or images and exiting with a descriptive narrative or account.

The spiral, and other aspects of the chapter, provided a clearer picture of where the different approaches are similar and where they differ. While describing the development of coding and categorizing the information, Creswell used the term “winnowing” to describe how the data is organized and often even discarded. I was struck for the first time while reading this section of the chapter at how much influence the researcher has on the data in qualitative research. I think it really calls the researcher to an extremely high standard in accurately representing the data that was gathered.

Another aspect of the chapter that I appreciated was the guidelines or parameters that he mentioned for establishing the number of categories in a qualitative study. With hundreds of pages of data, it must tempting to identify hundreds of categories that can be coded. However, Creswell’s standard of not developing “more than 25-30 categories of information” helped me realize that the point of qualitative research is to identify the categories and data that speaks the loudest and carries the most depth. Although there are probably hundreds of findings that could be reported on in a qualitative study, he stresses that it is important for researchers to limit themselves to the most meaningful.

The table on pages 156-157 was helpful in further understanding the "spiral" for each of the five approaches. By reading through the processes for each approach, I better understood the differences in the approaches that were introduced in chapter five. This was particularly true when examining the process of moving into the describing, classifying, and interpreting phases. Although theoretically similar, these phases of the process look quite different.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

New beginnings

This has been an interesting few weeks in regards to my research direction. I feel that I'm finally starting to gain clarity on the direction God is taking my studies and maybe my post-doc career. Over the past two years of my course work, I've struggled with what I was going to focus my research on. While I was interested in many of the topics from class and the research areas of my professors, I never was able to fully engage in them to a point where I knew that I wanted to focus my energies there. My goal was to have a specified dissertation topic by January '09... the half-way point of my coursework. My thought was that if I knew my topic by this point in the program, then I could be strategic (yes, it's my top strength, for those of you who know strengthsquest) in approaching the remainder of my assignments with the topic in mind.

Well, it turns out that I did not have a dissertation topic by this past January. I had brainstormed a number of possibilities, but had yet to feel a peace about any of them. The possible topics I had considered included things like student leadership development, administrative leadership, strengths, positive psychology, spirituality, and international higher ed/study abroad. In looking back at my "choice assignments" over the past 3 semesters, an interesting pattern that emerged was that most of them centered around some facet of international higher ed or study abroad. My interest in this area has been long-standing and actually traces back to my summers spent in China as a college student. These summers were by far the most formative summers of my life and I have been fascinated on Asian/foreign cultures ever sense.

So what does all this have to do with my research interests and dissertation direction? Well, just a few weeks ago I shared my heart surrounding all this with one of my professors in an e-mail saying...

"I want to chat more about your international h.e. research ideas and maybe brainstorm any ways I could help in that. I have been soul searching a lot about why god has given me the privilege of graduate studies and how he wants to use me. I keep going back to the biblical example you mentioned in class of “the least of these.” There’s so much freedom right now in the direction I can take my research that I want to make it matter. It’s not that I don’t think things like student leadership development are important; it’s just that I don’t really get inspired/excited when thinking about doing serious research in those kinds of areas. Anyway, we can chat more about it when we get together. Let me know when you’ll be around. Take care. -Jake"

Starting with this e-mail and then over the course of about 10 days God began to further develop my interests towards international higher ed and the research opportunities that exist. During this time He was also revealing in me an interest passion for what APU will be doing in Cambodia in the coming years. In various ways over the past two weeks (I'll get to these in future posts), God has started to reveal to me that this is where I am called to focus my research. It is amazing the peace and energy I get when thinking about this. Having the opportunity to invest the privileges and blessings I have been given as a graduate student into a developing country like Cambodia would be humbling and amazing.

So with that, (sorry for the long post) I just wanted to share with you my excitement about what the next few years are going to look like in regards to my research with what looks like will most likely be Cambodian higher education and and other areas of international higher ed. I would love to talk further with anyone who is interested in hearing more. I'd appreciate your prayers as I (and Em & Abby Jane... and even many of you!) begin this journey.

-Jake

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Creswell Chapter 5

One thing I noticed while reading chapter 5 was how “stuck” I was on grounded theory as the only approach I would really consider for qualitative research. Strategic is my top strength so I like to see patterns and processes emerge from my work. Therefore, it was natural for me to want to use my research to construct theories and have some sort of "strategy" in my desired path. However, in reading chapter 5 my interest began to grow in regards to the other approaches. I was particularly glad to discover more about what it means to do narrative and ethnographic research.


Narratives are interesting to me because they give the reader a window’s glimpse into the depth of a human being. People fascinate me, so to have the opportunity to be able to delve deep into a person’s story would be fascinating. For instance, I often find myself wondering about a person I encounter asking myself questions like, “I wonder what it is like to be them?” or “How are they experiencing life differently than others around them?” Narratives help to answer these questions. For example, I work with a student who is Vietnam-born and then French-raised starting in middle school. She is now an undergraduate student at Pepperdine and talks like she was born and raised in L.A. It would be rare for anyone, even friends or professors, to be aware of her foreign dual-citizenship unless she offered up that information. Her background is so unique that I think it would be fascinating to conduct a narrative study on how she experiences life as an international dual-citizened female college student in America


The prospect of conducting an ethnographic study seems pretty cool as well. I have always been interested in exploring alternative and unique cultures. For instance, when I travel I am not much of a fan of doing the tourist thing. I like to get in with "the people" to experience and observe their every-day life. An example of this happened during my last trip to Boston. I was in Boston last year for a conference and I had a ton of school work that I needed to catch up on. My plan was to spend my mornings at the conference and my afternoons studying. I ended up finding this cafĂ©/pub about a half-mile away from my hotel that was very much off the beaten tourist path. I was fascinated to watch the culture of that neighborhood unfold in front of my eyes as I observed it over a period of four days. After that experience I felt like I had truly “discovered” Boston. Having had a great glimpse into the daily lives of the Bostonians living in that neighborhood was a blessing and a privilege. I would love to have the opportunity to conduct an in depth ethnographic study one day.